A Birthday, Some Wrinkled Smiles, and a Morning That Started It All

Some stories don't begin with a grand plan. They begin with a quiet garden, a warm cup of tea, and a heart that still wants to do something real.

That morning in the garden

It was sometime in February or March. I don't remember the exact date, and honestly, that's fine. What I remember is how that morning felt.

I was sitting in my garden with a cup of tea — the way I always do when something is stirring inside me and I need the world to slow down a little. The birds were going about their morning. A butterfly had settled on one of the roses without making a sound. The sun was just finding its way through the trees, falling on my face — soft, unhurried, like it had nowhere else to be.

It must have been around six or seven. I didn't check the time. There are some mornings you don't want to measure. The moment already feels complete.

I just sat there, holding my tea with both hands, breathing, listening. There was a quiet inside me — not the kind that's empty, but the kind that's waiting for something.

A message, a date, and something lighting up inside

I picked up my phone — not to scroll, just to check our group. The conversation had already begun. Our team was figuring out the birthday celebration at the old age home in Hoshiarpur — dates, ideas, small arrangements. And slowly, things were falling into place.

A date was decided. The 5th of April.

The moment I read it, something lit up. Because I had been there before. I had felt this before. I remembered the last visit — the energy in that room, the laughter bouncing off walls that usually stay silent. The way a simple celebration could bring something back into tired eyes.

I remembered those faces. Wrinkled, beautiful, full of stories lived long before we arrived. And I remembered how, for a few hours, they didn't seem old at all. They seemed alive. They seemed seen.

They didn't look at us like visitors or volunteers. They looked at us like their own. Like family. And maybe — with whatever grace brings people together — we were being called back. Not just to celebrate a birthday, but to receive something far more valuable: their blessings.

Because there is no blessing quite like the one from someone who has nothing left to give — except a heart full of quiet prayers.

I put my phone down and looked at the garden again. The butterfly was still there. The tea had gone a little cold. And without even noticing, I was smiling.

Two days left, no money yet — and still, we moved

I'll be honest — because that's always been the point of Adhure Jazbaat.

With just two days to go, we had no funds. No confirmations, no certainty, no guarantees. Just a date, a place, and something stubborn sitting quietly in our chests that refused to let us stop.

So we moved anyway. We booked the cake. We arranged fruits. We sorted the tent and everything else that needed sorting. Not because we had it all figured out — but because something in us wouldn't sit still.

Our team worked quietly. No complaints, no hesitation. Just doing what needed to be done. And somewhere in my heart, one thought stayed steady: whatever we have — little or more — it will be enough. Because it always is, when the intention is right.

This was never about money. It was never about the size of the cake or how the decorations looked. It was about showing up. Walking through that gate and telling them — without needing to say much — that they are not forgotten. That they still matter. That they are still worth celebrating.

If we could bring even one real smile to even one wrinkled face, that would be enough. That would be everything.

Their eyes said what their lips never would

I kept thinking about the last time we visited. None of them had asked us to come back. Not once. No one said "come again." No one said "remember us."

Because they are not people who ask anymore. Life has quietly taught them not to expect.

But their eyes — their eyes speak a language the heart  💗 understands without needing a translation. The way they looked at us when we walked in. The way they leaned a little closer when we sat beside them. The way they spoke slowly, like every word carried years behind it.

They didn't need gifts. They needed someone to sit beside them without glancing at the time. Someone to listen — actually listen — like their stories still mattered. Because behind every face there was a story. Different people, different pasts, different reasons for being there. But one feeling, the same in all of them: to be loved. To be seen. To not feel forgotten.

A few hours with them is not charity. It is something much older, much quieter. A conversation between two souls — one that has seen too much of life, and one still trying to understand it. And every time I leave that place, I carry something heavier than what I brought. Not in my hands. In my chest.

And Then, That Day Finally Came...

We walked through that gate with whatever we had — not just in our bags, but quietly held in our hearts.

They were already there. Some sitting in silence. Some looking toward the entrance, again and again — not sure who they were waiting for, but hoping, still hoping, that someone would come.

And then something happened. Something I'm still carrying. But maybe not everything needs to be written right away. Some moments are too real, too full — they need to sit with you first before they can become words.

Maybe one day I'll come back to that same garden, with another cup of tea going cold in my hands, and find the words for that day. But not today.

Today I want to leave you with something quieter.

Think of the oldest person in your life. Not their age, not their face — but the feeling they bring into a room when they walk in.

And then ask yourself, honestly, without rushing to a comfortable answer —

If they were sitting beside you right now, would you stay? Or would part of you already be thinking about leaving?

Maybe the answer you find in that silence is a story of its own. One we keep avoiding writing.

Because in the end, it's not time we lack — it's presence we forget to give.

—  Adhure Jazbaat 

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In Every War, Childhood is the First Victim

 

When the Pen Wanted to Write, but the Heart Was Not Ready

Adhure Jazbaat

This morning felt different.

Not sad, not happy… just one of those mornings when the mind feels full of thoughts, yet nothing comes out in words. My pen was in my hand, the notebook was open in front of me, and I knew I wanted to write something for Adhure Jazbaat, but I could not find anything new.

Sometimes this happens.

People call it writer’s block, but for a writer it feels deeper than that. It feels as if your thoughts are standing right in front of you, yet refusing to speak. I did not want to write the same emotions again. I did not want to repeat the same pain, the same feelings, the same stories. I wanted something real… something different… something that comes from life itself.

So I closed the notebook and went outside into my garden.

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A Cup of Tea, a Quiet Garden, and Waiting Thoughts

I sat in the garden with a cup of tea, doing nothing, just watching the plants and the sky.

It was the month of March. The heat had started to show its presence, but the weather was not fully hot yet. The sky was covered with light clouds, as if it wanted to rain but had not decided. The air felt heavy, slow, almost thoughtful.

Sometimes the best ideas come when you stop looking for them.

The wind started to blow gently, moving the leaves of the plants around me. After a few moments, a few drops of rain fell on the soil. Only a few… but enough to change the air.

That familiar smell of wet soil rose around me — fresh, honest, something that always touches the heart without asking permission. I closed my eyes for a moment and took a deep breath.

And suddenly, my mind was not empty anymore.

That smell brought back a memory from a few years ago.

A memory I had not thought about for a long time, but once it came back, it did not leave.

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A Small School on an Open Ground

A few years ago, I was driving towards Hoshiarpur. It was a normal day, just another journey on a road I had travelled many times. Nothing special was on my mind.

While driving, my eyes suddenly stopped at something unusual on the side of the road.

In the middle of a farmer’s open land, I saw a group of children sitting on the ground. There was no building, no classroom, no walls. Just an old blackboard standing on a wooden support, moving slightly with the wind.

Two or three people were there, teaching them.

No banner, no crowd, no cameras. Just a small effort, quietly happening.

I slowed the car… and then I stopped.

Something inside me said, go and see.

When I walked closer, the children looked at me with curiosity. Some smiled immediately, some felt shy, and some just kept looking, as if a stranger had suddenly entered their small world.

They were young… maybe five, maybe ten, maybe thirteen.

Their clothes were simple, some old, some faded, some torn from daily life.

But their faces… their faces were shining in a way that many comfortable lives never shine.

There was innocence in their eyes —

the kind of innocence that does not know how unfair the world can be.

I spoke to the people who were teaching them. They told me they come there regularly to give basic education to children who never had the chance to go to school. No big support, no big organization. Just a few people who believed that even teaching one child to read is worth the effort.

While they were talking, my eyes stayed on the children.

One boy was writing slowly on a broken slate, as if every letter mattered.

One girl was holding a pencil so carefully, as if it was something very precious.

Some were smiling without any reason, just happy to be there.

One small boy asked me,

“Sir, if I study, can I speak English one day?”

Another child said,

“Sir, will we also go to a real school like city children?”

A little girl, with dust on her hands and a soft smile, asked quietly,

“Sir, if I study more, can I become a teacher here?”

Their questions were simple.

But my heart had no answers.

They were not asking for toys.

They were not asking for phones.

They were asking for things that should never have been difficult —

a classroom, a book, a chance.

I stood there for a long time, looking at their smiling faces, feeling something very deep inside.

Sometimes the purest smiles come from the toughest lives.

Children Are the Same Everywhere

While standing there, one thought kept coming again and again in my mind.

This was not only that village.

Not only that road.

Not only this state or this country.

Scenes like this exist all over the world.

In different cities, different countries, different languages…

but the children are always the same.

Their laughter sounds the same.

Their eyes shine the same way.

Their hearts are equally pure everywhere.

When God creates a child, He does not decide which one will study in a big school and which one will sit on the ground to learn alphabets.

God gives every child the same innocent heart.

It is the world that changes their story.

Some children get classrooms with lights and fans.

Some get a blackboard in a field.

Some carry school bags.

Some carry responsibilities bigger than their age.

But when they smile, there is no difference.

And that day, watching those children, I felt that all they needed was a chance.

This piece is dedicated to the innocent children who lost their lives in the Iran war.

In every conflict, it is childhood that suffers first,

and dreams that disappear before they even begin.

Just a chance.

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When the News Showed Another Reality

A few days ago, while watching the news, that memory came back again…

but this time it did not bring peace.

The report said that more than one hundred and sixty children, most of them between five and thirteen years old, lost their lives after a missile hit a school during an ongoing war. Later reports said the number was even higher.

I kept looking at the screen, unable to move.

Broken buildings, fallen walls, school bags in the dust, notebooks lying open…

and in between them, the bodies of children who had only gone there to learn.

In that moment, I did not see a country.

I did not see religion.

I did not see politics.

I only saw children…

the same kind of children I had seen years ago sitting on the ground, smiling, dreaming, asking for a chance.

And a question kept echoing inside me —

Why does the world make it so hard for children to simply grow up?

Some are fighting to get a classroom,

and some lose their lives inside one.

That day I understood something very painful…

Buildings can be rebuilt.

Roads can be repaired.

Cities can rise again.

But the dreams of a child, once broken,

never return the same way.

I came back inside, opened my notebook again,

and this time the pen did not stop.

Maybe the heart was not ready in the morning…

but it could not stay silent anymore.

Because some stories are not written by choice.

They are written because the soul cannot carry them alone.

And this is one of those stories…

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This piece is dedicated to the innocent children who lost their lives in the Iran war.

They went to school with dreams,

but the world gave them war.

In every conflict, it is childhood that becomes the first victim.

If you felt something while reading this, write a few words in the comments.

Your thoughts may not change the world,

but they keep humanity alive.

— Adhure Jazbaat

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In a World Full of Noise – A Journey to Inner Peace

The Illusion of Happiness

The world unfolds like a beautiful fair—crowded, restless, and vibrant. We are all busy chasing a version of happiness defined by the tangible: houses, comfort, cars, and status. We rush forward with a sense of urgency, believing that somewhere ahead, peace is a prize waiting to be owned.

But peace is never something we can buy. Though it asks for no money, we often feel helpless in our search for it. The mind grows tired—not from emptiness, but from the weight of expectation. We collect material things, believing they will calm our souls, yet the silence never arrives. Rarely do we pause to ask ourselves what our heart truly wants, or what our soul has been quietly longing for.

 Disconnected While Connected

One afternoon, over a quiet cup of coffee, I sat alone—not to escape the world, but to finally meet myself. I tried to pray, not through spoken words, but through the language of stillness, hoping to touch that silent space within. Thoughts surfaced gently, and for a moment, I allowed them to stay without judgment.

Then, my phone rang, pulling me back to the noise. It is a strange irony: technology connects us to the world, yet often disconnects us from our own hearts. There is so much external noise that we forget how to listen to our own minds. Moments of stillness have become rare, and in losing them, we lose the chance to hear what our soul is trying to tell us.

“Every story begins somewhere — mine began with a cup of tea while writing a blog.”

 When Life Pauses Like Fog

There are moments when life feels like a sudden fog. The path ahead blurs, familiar shapes disappear, and everything seems to freeze. In these moments, life feels paused, and we become unsure of where to move next.

Yet, when mist settles on a rose, it does not take away its beauty—it deepens it. The petals hold the fog gently, quietly glowing from within the haze. Perhaps life is the same. When clarity fades, it does not always mean a loss of direction. Sometimes, it is an invitation to see beauty in a softer, slower way.

As Rainer Maria Rilke once wrote:

“Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart, and try to love the questions themselves.”

Maybe this pause, this fog, is not here to stop us—but to teach us patience with the person we are becoming.

Alone, Yet Not Alone

This journey often feels lonely. It feels as though no one else can see the weight we carry inside. Yet, there are so many hearts walking the same emotional path—asking the same questions and carrying the same unspoken burdens.

We may never meet, and we may never share our stories aloud, but our emotions recognize each other in the silence. In those quiet, invisible connections, we find comfort, knowing that in our struggle for peace, we are never truly alone.

Before the Story Ends

Life is a story—not perfect, not predictable, but deeply personal.

Before the final page turns, before the silence settles forever, we must learn to write our chapters consciously. We must pause when the world demands speed. We must listen when noise surrounds us. We must choose presence over possessions.

In the end, what remains is not what we owned, but what we felt, what we understood, and how gently we learned to live.

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The Battles We Fight That No One Knows About

 Silent Struggles Behind Every Smile

We all fight battles that the world never sees. Across every corner of this planet, every second, someone is quietly struggling — with kindness that goes unnoticed, love that hurts, memories that refuse to fade, and emotions that sit heavily on the heart. These are battles of silent tears, restless thoughts, broken dreams, and hidden strength. Behind every smile, there is a story no one knows. Behind every steady breath, there’s a moment that almost broke someone.

As the English poet A.W. Reed beautifully wrote:

“Some scars are silent stories, spoken only in the heart.

Not all wounds bleed outside… some just tear you apart.”

The deepest struggles are often the ones we never speak about — but maybe, just maybe, someone else understands.

The Rooftop and the Moon’s Whisper

Last night, I went up to the rooftop. It was around 11:14… or maybe 11:20 PM. The night was cold, the kind of cold that feels like it’s trying to freeze every emotion you’ve been holding inside. The wind brushed my face, stirring memories I had locked away.

The moon was shining softly, but tonight it didn’t feel ordinary. It felt like an old companion, sitting quietly beside me, listening to my silence. Its silver light fell gently on the rooftop, spreading calmness as if it was writing tiny stories on the floor — stories of healing, of endings, and of people who look at the night sky, hoping it will understand them.

Warm Tea, Cold Wind, and Hidden Tears

I held my cup of tea, letting the warmth move slowly through me. Each sip felt like a small attempt to awaken emotions I keep buried deep within. The contrast was strange — the warm tea inside me and the cold wind outside — but it felt honest. It felt like life whispering,

“Some things will warm you, some things will chill you, but both will remind you that you’re still alive.”

And for a brief moment, it almost felt like the moon was speaking to me through its quiet glow:

“You don’t need to hide everything. Even darkness needs a little light to survive.”

Just then, a tiny drop gathered at the corner of my eye — catching the moonlight, shining like a small broken star. For a second, even I couldn’t tell whether it was a tear or a drop of cold mist resting on my face. I quietly brushed it away, pretending to myself that “it’s just the fog.” But my heart knew… some truths don’t hide, they only wait to be felt.

Unspoken Emotions and Silent Battles

There is so much I want to say.

So much I want to write.

So much I want to express.

But some emotions are written so deeply in the heart that they refuse to come out as words.

There are stories resting inside me, emotions sitting quietly in the corners of my mind, and thoughts I keep postponing, because I don’t know how to unpack them.

We all do this — hiding pieces of ourselves just to look strong in front of others. We smile, we continue, we pretend… while fighting storms no one else can see. Maybe, as you read this, you remember your own silent battles, the nights when your heart felt too heavy to carry. You are not alone.

Shared Pain Under the Same Moon

Yes, I feel heavy inside. Yes, I am broken. But in this vast world of materialistic noise, I know I am not suffering alone. Somewhere, someone else is fighting the same silent wars, carrying the same heavy heart, hiding the same tears.

Somewhere, at this very moment, someone else is standing on their own rooftop, staring at the same moon. Their heart feels heavy, their soul aches with a sorrow no one sees 💔. I feel it too, as if the moon carries not just my thoughts, but theirs as well. “I have been one acquainted with the night.”

Somewhere, someone else is trembling with the same pain, hiding the same tears, and in that shared silence, our hearts beat together in the quiet understanding of suffering. If you are reading this, perhaps you too are under this same moon, feeling the same ache — and know that you are not alone.

 Courage Lives in Quiet Corners

Yet somehow, we survive. Not because we are unbreakable, but because life gives us no other choice than to keep walking. Maybe real courage isn’t loud or heroic. Maybe real courage is the strength to keep moving, even when your soul feels tired. Courage lives in the quiet corners of the heart — the corners no one ever sees, but where the battles are fought every day.

A New Day, Another Battle

It was 3 AM. The world was silent, yet my heart still carried its battles. Another day was about to begin, another fight, another struggle waiting ahead. And yet, I had to wear a smile — a small mask to hide the stories, the pain, and the emotions no one could see.

But even in this quiet struggle, I reminded myself: every tear, every sleepless night, every hidden battle is shaping my strength. And with each sunrise, there is hope — a chance to keep moving forward, to keep smiling, and to keep believing that even the heaviest hearts can find light again.

Carry your pain with pride, your silence with courage, and your heart with hope — because even unseen battles shape a warrior.

Adhure Jazbaat was born to give a voice to the feelings we hide.

If these words resonated with even a small corner of your heart,

then this silence between us has meaning.

Thank you for being part of this journey.

If your heart whispered something while 

reading this, share it — every whisper has meaning.

The Mysterious Diary

"The Untold Story of an Abandoned Mother and Her Diary of Memories”

It was a late evening after a long drive. I returned home tired, refreshed myself, played some soothing music 🎧, and made a cup of tea ☕️. Sitting in my garden, surrounded by the calmness of nature and the gentle voices of birds, a thought suddenly struck me — it had been a while since I last visited the old age home in Hoshiarpur. Though my friends and I often go there, this time I had missed a few visits due to work.

“Every story begins somewhere — mine began with a cup of tea in my garden.”

I picked up my phone 📞, called some friends, and together we planned our next visit. I don’t remember the exact date, but I know it was a Sunday — a holiday, a day of warmth and togetherness.

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The Visit

Sunday arrived. Our team gathered at the meeting point and rode together towards the old age home. My heart was filled with excitement and quiet happiness, as we had also planned to organize some programs for the elders — to bring them smiles and moments of joy.

The road was clear, no traffic, and within half an hour we reached. The sun ☀️ was shining bright in the afternoon sky, and I felt it must be around 1 pm.

As we entered, we greeted everyone, bowed down for blessings, and were welcomed with smiles that could melt any heart. The elders were so happy to see us after a long gap. Their wrinkled faces carried countless stories, but what struck me most was the peace reflected in their eyes.

We sat, talked, laughed, listened to their needs, and shared stories over a cup of tea 🫖 and sweets. The atmosphere was filled with warmth, like a family reunion.

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Meeting the Old Lady

One thought was constantly in my mind — an aged woman, nearly 90 or perhaps even older, whom I had met before. I had specially brought a packet of diapers for her, as the staff had mentioned it was her requirement.

The staff guided me to her room. She was lying on her bed, frail yet graceful, her presence commanding quiet respect. I sat near her head and we began talking. Her voice was weak, but her memories were strong. She spoke of her younger days, of her home, of moments when her house was alive with love and laughter.

Then, with a trembling hand, she gestured towards an old trunk. I understood instantly. I walked towards it, opened it carefully, and found a diary 📔.

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The Diary of Memories

That diary was not an ordinary one. It was her life — pages filled with the story of her family, her children, her love. As she held it close, her eyes sparkled ⚡️ like a young mother again. She showed me entries — her children’s first steps, their first words, their first day at school, their weddings. Each moment, carefully noted down, preserved with love beyond measure.

Tucked between the pages was an old photograph. She pointed at it with pride and said, “This is my son and daughter.” The happiness in her eyes was indescribable — the eternal love of a mother, still alive in every heartbeat.

“Wrinkled hands of an old mother with a diary of memories and silent pain.”

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The Letter

But as I turned a few more pages, something else slipped out — a letter. I picked it up, not realizing how this single paper would change the air around us.

“Her diary wasn’t just paper — it was a lifetime of love, memories, and pain."

It was from her son and daughter

The words were polite, but cold. It was a letter addressed to the administration of the old age home, stating that they were leaving their mother there because they “did not have enough time to take care of her” — her memory lapses, her stress, her old age had become too much to handle.

At that moment, I froze. My hands trembled. My eyes went from the letter to her face. She sat silently, her smile fading into a sorrow too deep to be hidden. Behind the sparkle of her eyes was a wound no medicine could heal.

How cruel it felt — a mother who had poured her entire life into raising her children, now left alone in a room with nothing but a diary of memories. A woman who once celebrated every ‘first step’ of her children now waited endlessly for just one visit, one embrace, one word of care.

I was shocked, speechless, helpless. A storm of emotions surged within me — anger, grief, and an unbearable sorrow.

Around me, I looked at other elders too, and realized: each one carried a story, each one carried a pain, hidden behind their quiet smiles.

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Reflections

Time passed quickly, and soon the sun began to set. Our team had to leave, but in my heart I knew — we were not just visitors anymore. We had become their family, their friends, their children.

That night, I could not forget the diary. It was more than pages — it was a reminder. A reminder that parents are not a burden. They are blessings, living treasures, who once gave us everything.

I promised myself — and through this story, I promise the world — that we will visit again, not just once, but again and again. Because love and care are not obligations. They are the purest form of humanity.

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✨ Everyone has a story. Some stories are filled with joy, some with sorrow, and some are hidden in the silence of an old diary. All they need is someone to read, someone to listen, and someone to care.

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A Painful News

Days later, I received heartbreaking news — the old lady had passed away. What pained me most was not her death, but what followed. The administration of the old age home informed her family. But their reply was cold: “You do it.” No one came for her final rites.

Her diary now remains the only witness of her love, her sacrifices, her silent tears, and her endless devotion as a mother.

This shook me deeply. It reminded me that hers is not the only story. There are countless such stories — some known, some unknown, each carrying the same pain with a different name.

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A Mother’s Eternal Love

A poet once wrote:

“A mother’s love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible.” – Marion C. Garretty

And John Keats, the poet of emotions, once said:

“A thing of beauty is a joy forever.”

If there is anything in this world that remains beautiful and eternal, it is the love of a mother. Even when the world forgets her, her love never fades.

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✨ I write this under Adhure Jazbaat, because some emotions always remain incomplete. Her story ended, but her love — like her diary — will live forever.

— Some stories remain unfinished. But in their silence, they ask us questions. Have we listened enough? Have we cared enough? Or are we too late to turn back the pages?

“Maa hamesha maa rehndi ae… bhavein duniya usnu bhul jave, par oh apne bachiyan nu kadi nahi bhuldi.” 💔

I Am Collecting Smiles

I Am Collecting Smiles

“A heartwarming poem about collecting smiles like flowers in a garden, spreading joy, kindness, and positivity to brighten everyday life.”

I am collecting smiles

when I awake from sleep.

I don’t just wake up —

I know the day will be long,

time will be hard,

but I choose a smile

so the day goes easier.

Yes, I am collecting smiles 😊.

Each second passes,

a minute comes,

then the hour…

time doesn’t stop 🛑,

not even for a while.

Sometimes I need a break,

I need to be with time,

to stand still for a moment,

to wear a smile —

yes, I’m collecting smiles.

People come and go;

they are not forever free

to stand with you.

You need to wake up

from your dreams 🛌.

Yes, I am collecting

a smile to wear.

Time is kind in its own way;

it promises to return tomorrow,

bringing not the same moments,

but new light,

new chances,

new hope.

Yes… I am collecting smiles.

Some are for joy,

some are for courage,

and some —

are to hide the quiet pain

I carry in my heart ❤️.

And maybe,

one day,

these smiles I’ve saved

will be enough

to heal the places

where my heart once hurt.